the way i are

we are really out diao.

sam and me!

bjon don't cry

the game has started.

handsome us and pretty cash.

cash loves to act.

yang's forfeit.

just came back from chalet today.
i hate the aftermath of chalet.
sleep and wakeup without the feel of the chalet anymore.
i hate the last day of chalet!
because i really dont want it to end.
i don't like things to end.good things i meant.

anyway chalet was really fun.
we played lotsa game and have lotsa free time though.
the jacuzzi and sauna over there is dope shit!
chalet was really nice over there compared to other chalets.
it's been so long since i've last been there.
it's so nice gathering together and enjoying the feel
of being together everyday with NRA freshies.all of us :)
we session together eat together,play together dance together bath together
talk cock together i guess our bond got stronger after this.
i'm not going to forget all about this chalet.
always in my heart. <3

talking about some things which i dont wish it would happen.
but it happened.
stressed up life is coming up again soon.
gotta do something which i always feel half-hearted.
but because of him,i just wish i will play for him.
and play well,i dont want to disappoint him.
i dont want him to feel disappointed.
not just because he's been with me for so long.
guess he's also in a difficult position
but if i do start i really wish i will do it well.
and not doing it half-hearted and i guess he should understand me well.
now i gotta put both my heart on both places.
though my priority is still the other.
i will go back.
i dont want to feel the pressure that i felt before.
i guess i gotta do something about it.

I LOVE DANCE.
I LOVE ANN.

ain't waiming pretty?

the bell is really interesting.

my boo

:)

i enjoyed chalet damn lot!
chilling,slacking,eating talking cock.
haha murderer was so fun with all of them.
everyone was tired so i guess this kinda things are bound to happen.
i guess i will really miss the bball people.
hopefully i'll be able to go down whenever i'm free.
i wanna enjoy and go crazy with them again and again! :)
bbq session was great all thanks to weiyan and daryl.
i just wanna say.i love soft toy!
i will really miss the supports i used to have
when i was playing polite.but i guess those moments shouldn't
be pending.i'm not too sure!

ooooo.my boo,my boo!

my timetable is already out!
arrangement was not bad,but just some objections i want to make
haha we got no off day at all la.
we used to have lo!:(
haha but coun myself lucky though.
latest class ends at 4!wahahahahahas.
i tell you i can only say that is SHIOKNESS.

aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

teary teary day.

haha know why?
that's the result of watching exchange love.
oh my god,the show is DOPE please!
the crying rate then i've analyzed with michelle.haha!
for the show "it started with a kiss" the crying rate is 5/10
for the show "one litre of tears" the crying rate is 10/10
for the show "200 pounds of beauty" the crying rate is 8 and a 1/2/10
for the show "exchange love" the crying rate is 8/10
watching too much drama is no good.
now my eyes is swollen! :( arrr.

this is just some of my feelings after watching drama
again and again and again.
i keep wanting to watch new dramas.
but watching drama is like making me going crazy.
everyday watch till around 4am then hop onto bed.
next morning supposingly able to sleep until 4pm but i woke up at 2pm
just to watch a few more episodes.
causing me insufficient sleep,and becoming a black panda soon.

okay,here it goes.
soemtimes i just realise drama is so unrealistic,
so contradicting.
the ending is always a happy ending
and you know if this person die,this drama sure cannot continue.
so definitely this guy wont die.
the guy being so understanding & protective towards the girl.
thought sometimes breaking her heart.
but breaking her heart not in a bad way just in a silly way.
trying to protect her even if it includes giving up his own life.
surprises,the sweetness and feeling for each other never fades.
the love ever so strong not reducing even a litte.
standing by each other no matter what.

no scandal going on,
never giving up.
go forward for whatever that is wanted and you'll get it.
as long as persevere and you'll be rewarded.
i'm afraid that's not so true.
perhaps only applies to me,in my life.

WHAT TO DO?DRAMA WHAT.haha!
crying laughing getting angry over the characters.
lots of emotion going on.
i guess i really feel for the characters.
relationship going through many ups and downs and gets stronger.
why does mind always go through ups and downs but get weaker?
haha,big big joke hur?
sometimes watching too much drama causes hallucination.

later counter today,BOO.

new stud from bro :)

working in night safari is just simply so...
SHIOK.
haha so many gorgeous looking people visiting there.
my jaws dropped whenever i see one.
other than that,working there is kinda relaxing too.
rather than MNG,oh come on.that was during sales period though.
never work during sales period man.
you'll understand if you visited MNG during sales period.

i kept thinkin of what me and idiot wynne created.
haha,OPPA~ DIDI~ ONICHAN~ ah tam ah.
haha that was really uber silly i must say
but we just enjoyed it so much
we even did a recording inside aloy's phone.
that's how crazy we can get.
anyway a brief description of what happen during grilling session.
haha i seriously enjoyed the amount of time
spend with the TUT, :) really,lots of love.
didn't manage to take any photos cus i forgotten to.

cash chin sinyang ivan kitkat yew seng wynne jamie.
ALL MY LOVE. <3 MY TUT.
i guess i'm just so simply crazy over them.

something random,
because OH SHIT i'm seriously into online shopping now.
i dunno if it's a good thing or bad.
but i just simply enjoyed it.
now my letterbox is like my happiness.haha!
everyday checking if my stuff is mailed.
but to all: some suppliers can be trusted some not.
so BEWARE! :)
but some suppliers are awesome!

where's soulmate?
where's soft toy?
where's R?
where's twinnie?

still not yet

spanky sleeping on my back.

oooo.spanky is so adorable ain't he?
but he's too big size and fat!
always want to eat.
no matter how much he eat,how full he is.
he sees food and there he goes again.
si ah bui.

just wanna say hmm about basketball?
i guess i have no more passion in it.
but i just wanna thank the girl's team for all
the fun that i had.we went through battles together
went through sweat together.
but i guess i'm still interested in playing matches
but i'm really afraid of the tiredness that i'm gonna
pay for if i continue two ccas.
it's really SUPER tiring and i really dont want
to make myself suffer although it's heartwarming winning
as a team and playing well as a team.

this it will never leave my leg.
i promise.but one day if you see it no longer stays
on my leg.means...........
it DROPPED LA!
but i'll take note,and carefully protect it.haha!
JOANNE BESTIE I LOVE YOU
BEAR I LOVE YOU
PRAWN I LOVE YOU & YOUR BLOG.WAHAHHAHAS!
MANDA I LOVE YOU FOR ALL THE ACCOMPANYs.
MEINING I LOVE YOU AND YOUR GAYNESS.
CHUN LIANG I LOVE YOU AND YOU.
sorry if i miss out anyone cus my brain aren't able to function.

other than the girl's team
i'll never forget the guys too. :D
those who stand by me during that day of the match
how nice cum sweet cum heartwarming when
they all surround you asking you what happened.
trying all methods to console you,
WOAH!in my life,i've never met one like this,
and i'll never forget this,i swear.
and especially mr leong xiuhan.
not forgetting weijun,ron,gabriel,ah pow,daryl.
XIE XIE NI MEN.
haha creating the best history of my bball life.

and most importantly,
not forgetting the SIMS family.
although i dunno how to play mahjong
but thanks for all the crayon shinchan. :)
and the rides home as well.thanks JJ!

i love us.

i miss ugly toothies.
chin cash ivan yang wynne seng kat!
tmr tmr faster lai lai lai! :)
hehe!i can't wait to see you guys
it's been so long la!
ONLINE SHOPPING IS SSSSHHHHHIIIIOOOOKKK!

SPANKY'S HOME

GREEDY SPANKY

spanky is so naughty he likes to run around the house
like running the 2.4km run.
i love disturbing him though.
he is super cute.
now he's not cute,
he just shit inside my room?
it's the first time oh my god!
i so feel like spanking him.argh!

seeing others in a "blissful" relationship sounds so nice.
it's natural to feel abit upset seeing sweet couples around thought.
i kinda missed the time i was like all other sweet couples.
starting of a relationship seems like a honeymoon.
everything a guys says is so sweet,
melts your heart whenever he sweet talk.
you feel loved,feel excited to meet up with him.
meeting up everyday and feels like when you dont meet him one day,
you'll miss him like crazy.
like omg,so so in love?
and after the honeymoon period ends,

things start to change he no longer send you goodnight messages
no longer sweet talk with you.
or perhaps just entertaining you.
you can say i think too much but come on,
who doesn't feel this way?
all human beings need to feel a sense of belonging,
it has to be the security of someone being there to
care and love you.
you start suspecting if he still loves you.
always waiting for his messages
or hoping he'll pop out to just give you a surprise.
but it's never gonna happen.

sometimes even hoping you both can sit down and have a good talk.
and whenever you cry,he'll hug you telling you he've realised that
he neglected you rather than when you cry
he just say you're crazy,cry for nothing.
i guess perhaps i met the wrong people.
if you ask me am i still thinking of him?
i should say yes,but whenever the thoughts of him reappears in my mind.
at least i got in control trying hard not to think.
keep myself occupied rather than making myself feel deadly.
how nice would it be to be in a relationship having someone there
to love and care for you.
but the feelings just turns me off when i think deep into it.
those process that you have to go through.eww,yuck!
tv drama are so unreal.
a good love,a sweet love,blissful one?
come on,i'm dreaming.please just wake me up!
it's just simply a no-no for relationships.
LOVE?what's love other than friendships,kinship.

hehe!

yew seng feels good.

the dare that was being asked to do.

that's my chummie and weekiat being asked to do the dare.
wonder whose the one who suggest people to do this.
haha so bad right,aiyo dunno who.so evil!
but anyway wee kiat seems like he's enjoying.
haha!we all enjoyed ourselves dont we?


yew seng's chalet!

just some updates of photos from the yew seng's chalet!
anyway have been working these few days.
i just can't wait to meet up with TUT.
i want to meet up with cc june and dad as well.
not forgetting chummie,joanna,soulmate & hanhan!
gonna head back to sleep again.
haven't been sleeping enough
brother and qianhui is going overseas.gona miss them!
at least there's still spanky and mom for company!
hope they gonna enjoyed themselves over there.
gonna work later again!phew~
but luckily it's fun working there. :)
ben & jerry, bongo burger.tram rides. SHIOK!

"My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel"

"This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry"

"Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart"

this song is real meaningful speaks out the feelings i've felt before.
people who haven't listened to this song.go ahead! :)
it's real nice babeh!at least to me.

WYNNE
first stepped in to NRA.
not knowing anyone.
only knew wynne in the first place,
through NRA camp,we're in the same sleeping group.
when i first saw her i so wanted her to be my friend.
she always disappear from the room,
no where to be found.
we went to bath together,
she was very nice,not like what others said about her.
she's a different people from what others used to think about her.
get to know her yourself before even start commenting on her.


CHIN
never seen him in NRA before until the lesson after the
camp when this chin was asked to come out to show the class.
he is very tall and is most importantly very lame
he got nothing to talk to you about online
but when you go out with him,
he craps alot.and he's a DU SHU REN.
he always like to say "oh na ge jia you men de lo",
or "tou fa bi wo chang de hor."
he come out with stupid ideas.
and he dares to do anything.
even when posing as a girl
i love chin!he always entertains me with the OKAY~ & HAO~
that's my chin!


YEW SENG
haha this is my 6 years friend.
it's so nice after we've been so good all the way for 6 years
and it's still going strong.
yew seng is a BBOY,haha.
he wants to challenge invert!haha.which i guess i'm going to lose out.
so many things to say.
recently just gave him a surprise and he actually cried!
how touching is that. :)
that's MR NG YEW SENG


CASH
this is the siao kia popper.
everytime loves to pop here and there and always like to act.
haha he can come out with loads of crap too.
he's the china man~ haa!
he always the outkast often no one entertains him,
because it's too cold.
he's tall also.he always CAME.
that's my CASHIE!


KIT KAT
this is the siao kia beatbox!
haha my shifu but i'm not following up in beatboxing!
his beatbox shi dope de lo!
he always often CAME,together with mr cashie
he always act like laughing at your jokes then put up with the
not-funny face!
have a break,have a KITKAT. :)


IVAN
haha this one anything also dare to do
nothing he wont dare to do you just have to dare him
shouting in public eating tissue with chilli sauce
he will tell you no problem one.
haha and he always love to say "eh dulan liao hor"
standard one ah!
never never listen to mp3 together with him or
sit beside him cus when he starts to shout
you've got nowhere to hide.
and he loves "this is popping,this is locking..."


SINYANG
haha this is TRACY.
he's very cute and pretty,
he always like to shout "CLAP!"
he's always very loud in his voice
sinyang is handsome :)
hahaha but he very tiko peh.
everytime also want to grind.
his brother always itchy one!haha.
MY TRACY

toopick! (anw,i was under this category)

clever people stay under shelter

outkast haha!


she's M I N E

still lasting

soulmate eh?

spanky with his good friend

alright all of the above is the class chalet that we had.
it was fun i must say.
talking about the things we used to do in secondary school.
how we always used to bully yong quan.
gathering was uber fun!
just except that i couldn't stay any longer.
but no matter what.i ENJOYED!
what makes it even more dope is the surprise we gave to yew seng!
I'M THE ACCOMPLICE!


*grins

aren't they sweet?

we gave a huge surprise to yew seng that he cried on the spot!
how touching is that? :)
he said it was the first time someone did that for him
last but not least, we're the UGLY TOOTHIES.
that's how sweet we are!

anyway the day before yesterday.
went to sentosa with prince spanky,he was naughty he went to ate sand
and came back home with diarrhoea.
see la eat sand some more.
anyway we did bully spanky,
we buried his leg with those sand!
but who ask him so naughty! haha.
take a look at the pictures! :D
I HEARTS SPANKY. ( but not when he bites me )


spank with sunglasses

that's me with spanky boy

that's bro with spank

anyway went to suntec to watch rehearsal which is
a good idea because i will not be able to make it for tmr.
jsut did abit of camwhore,
and watching DANCE.
and it was dope i shall say.
at least i didn't miss the full-outs :)
i get to see at least i work with no regrets.
anyway lucks to all groups in the finals
POSHBITES, 8 STEPS, ROUGH ADDICTS
F-BEATX, IN-BASS! and for ken,terence and alex's solo as well!
BIG BIG JIAYOU! :D
below are the pictures of camwhoring once again


N I C E

exaggerating face!

acting cute?

neutral face

NIGHT SAFARI TRAM

once again,camwhoring

self-love!

it's the night safari's ladies

chan & ang

haha working at night safari is simply addictive.
especially when you got the right amount with no shortage and
extra money! haha. i love working there.
you got to see loads of hot guys! =x
i just saw one today who looks like zac effron!
omg,zac effron is simply so so hot!
denise have been tailing him all the way from the train
and alighting plus him going into the retail shop.
denise wants to snatch from me! haha.
he is certainly HOT!
anyway, went to watch hair spray with denise ang today.
hairspray was nice i should say.
ESPECIALLY ZAC EFFRON.
and not forgetting those steps choreographed by adam shankman.
dopeshit. old school dance,the 60's dance.
looking forward to tmr's lesson plus chalet!
haha just except that i'll certainly miss spanky and i guess
there'll be no "it started with a kiss" for me then.
poor me ~
anyway wont be able to catch finals on saturday.
i've been waiting and waiting but i guess i really have no choice.
because i really couldn't find anyone that could replace.
kill me please! i've been waiting so long and counting down
to the days to the suntec finals.
and now everything's gone! i'll be dreaming if i'll be able to go.
tell me i'm dreaming tell me someone is gonna replace me. :(
big big sigh ~
chalet's gonna be great i hope! :D
nights all, tata i'm going to have my beauty sleep.